Those who dwell among the beauties and mysteries of the earth are never alone or weary of life - Rachel Carson

Thursday, September 28, 2017


On the quest to find the perfect flower crown for my wedding! 

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

A new track

Florence and the machine / Florence Welch! such an amazing performer she had the Hollywood Bowl jumping , screaming and crying it was one of the best concert I've every been to (Still waiting for "Hurts" to hit the states) Everything Florence intrigues me, her soft sweet voice, her 70's chic style, her low-maintenance  hair, the way she moves her hands when she talks. I read all articles about her I even scavenge through french and Australian magazines hahahaha yea I totally fan-girl over her, 

"Stand by me" definitely in my top 10 classics! 
....listen to her version  HERE, and the fact that it has a Final Fantasy connection makes it that much better.

This sweet track just made it to a very important playlist♥

Monday, June 5, 2017


This blog is slowly becoming more and more neglected and also more and more about love and my weddings. But hey all we need is love right?.... this weekend I had a little sesh with my unofficial but official wedding planner Lin over at pleaseprintclearly, we are working out a more economic approach to some much needed things for my wedding because things are bustling in my head and I do appreciate some help, emphasis on the word HELP lol!
All this wedding planning makes me think of the most important thing, my loved one…Joe and I are sitting down having Pancakes at Denny's mid-summer and I tell him "I wish it was raining" we love  winter and rain and snow. A few seconds later the window cleaning guy starts hosing the window which in the interior looked just like rain! Joe tells me "your rain" with an adorable smile! It’s one of those moments that stay with you no matter how small they are. Moments like these make it all worth it. Moments in which I’m so inside my head and he relaxes me, or when I take things personal I continuously struggle with this one, more often than not, I fail entirely. My heart is a mess full of love I feel it at the bottom of my rib cage when he is such a good best friend.
I ‘m happy beyond belief to have found a venue that we both love and envisioned for the longest time, when we spoke wedding we spoke winter, rustic, cabin and fire place …. Here are some photos from that location and some that just inspire me and make me feel all daydreamy. 

Monday, January 23, 2017

Weekend fun#1

I spent time with Lin she gave me a mini tour of her weekend endeavors, had a delicious lunch filled with organic goodies brought to us by your trusty TJ’s . I had sushi 2 hours later that was a challenge won’t lie. After that, lovely Joe agreed to tag along and disregard any prior plans . 

We had a B n’ Nobles date, such a college student date night, although none of us are in college hahahaha.  A tall regular coffee and a tiramisu cup and I was set (who would have known Starbucks had tiramisu).  

I was reading Together Journal and was blown away!!!  I've been wedding planning which isn't the easiest thing, very enjoyable but nerve-racking . I get so anxious and I think in the long run this feeling might prevent me from enjoying my big day, but in all seriousness I find it very important to have found such a wonderful person who doesn't lose patience with me nor does he get angry if i'm being irrational or downright ridiculous! its important to be treated with gentleness by those who love you including friends. Okay but back to the magazine,  this might sound absurd but finding this magazine brought me a little peace of mind, I was reading and looking at very unconventional laid back weddings and they all look incredible... take a look at these pics.. these might not seem laid back, but trust me when i say they are lol! 
what a wonderful weekend... ♥

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

"Alive" - Khai

The summer of 2013 is when I fell in love,... It was so strong, I was daydreaming and everything.  I wanted to know everything about him I wanted him to love me from the first time I saw him, I wanted to sit and watch him speak, I wanted to be in his dreams.  I get a hot wave of emotions in my chest every time he smiles with those adorable dimples.  On my daily runs I would play Lana Del Rey “Young and beautiful” over and over again, my summer was full of hot nights, I was thankful to know his “pretty face and electric soul.” I had never been in love, and I know this is a blunt statement………... With this said I always knew love would find me, and it was presented to me in a beautiful package full of humor, talent, beauty and lots of love! And I mean a  marmalade of love hahahahah! He makes me stop and see, really see the small things in life like the color of the sunset, the frosty breeze of the fast-approaching winter, the thickness of paper when I flip thorough magazine pages. He makes me want to see him frequently, which is super convenient because we’re engaged!!!!!!!!

It’s funny I still feel like a little girl at 28 I’m still hoping someone will give me a small nudge or  whisper some advice , but I’m so happy he’s my Zack  “As Sephiroth is thought dead, the only source of these cells is now Cloud, and Zack realizes that Genesis plans to kill Cloud. Zack decides to stop Genesis, and after defeating him, he and Cloud head to Midgar, where he hopes to be reunited with Aerith. However, Zack and Cloud are intercepted by Shinra infantry, and Zack is killed. In his dying breath, Zack gives the Buster Sword to Cloud, telling him to be his living legacy. As Cloud stumbles off towards Midgar, Zack is pulled into the sky by Angeal, and wonders if he has become a hero” but real life is better than the video game this time .... wink wink.

The proposal was full of lights, chocolate , dreams ,HOPE,  privacy and LOTS of love!! 

Thank you baby muah! 

Friday, August 12, 2016

ME not so long ago......

Me with Brown natural hair.... long locks.... and totally unaware of  "The Fireys"

Happy Friday♥

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

The Journals

I sometimes feel like a broken record, repeating the same idea the same concept inside my head. At times I feel like a child trapped in a body who is destined to be an adult "eventually". Is it normal to want to get lost in a forest and start a community the list of members include you and butterflies nature and a full moon every night beaming upon the beauty of earth and my lovers skin.  I fantasize a little too much of a land full of candles and happiness, soft pink smoke lingering, the taste and smell of coffee every morning.... Being a dreamer is draining its going against the dark wave, this world is a heavy dark wave  that drains my body and purges the last particles of glitter still trying to stick to my tongue. My imagination and dreams are the placebo I take everyday to numb my pain and move forward to silence my anxiety the feeling of drowning and the fear of never being free, the fear of never  completely silencing the negativity that spreads like oxygen. This placebo, is useless compared to  my weakness.
My weakness is soft, tender , relaxing. ..time stops and speeds up simultaneously, my weakness is my Lover...I'd call myself a fool for asking for more.