Those who dwell among the beauties and mysteries of the earth are never alone or weary of life - Rachel Carson

Monday, January 23, 2017

Weekend fun#1

I spent time with Lin she gave me a mini tour of her weekend endeavors, had a delicious lunch filled with organic goodies brought to us by your trusty TJ’s . I had sushi 2 hours later that was a challenge won’t lie. After that, lovely Joe agreed to tag along and disregard any prior plans . 

We had a B n’ Nobles date, such a college student date night, although none of us are in college hahahaha.  A tall regular coffee and a tiramisu cup and I was set (who would have known Starbucks had tiramisu).  

I was reading Together Journal and was blown away!!!  I've been wedding planning which isn't the easiest thing, very enjoyable but nerve-racking . I get so anxious and I think in the long run this feeling might prevent me from enjoying my big day, but in all seriousness I find it very important to have found such a wonderful person who doesn't lose patience with me nor does he get angry if i'm being irrational or downright ridiculous! its important to be treated with gentleness by those who love you including friends. Okay but back to the magazine,  this might sound absurd but finding this magazine brought me a little peace of mind, I was reading and looking at very unconventional laid back weddings and they all look incredible... take a look at these pics.. these might not seem laid back, but trust me when i say they are lol! 
what a wonderful weekend... ♥

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

"Alive" - Khai

The summer of 2013 is when I fell in love,... It was so strong, I was daydreaming and everything.  I wanted to know everything about him I wanted him to love me from the first time I saw him, I wanted to sit and watch him speak, I wanted to be in his dreams.  I get a hot wave of emotions in my chest every time he smiles with those adorable dimples.  On my daily runs I would play Lana Del Rey “Young and beautiful” over and over again, my summer was full of hot nights, I was thankful to know his “pretty face and electric soul.” I had never been in love, and I know this is a blunt statement………... With this said I always knew love would find me, and it was presented to me in a beautiful package full of humor, talent, beauty and lots of love! And I mean a  marmalade of love hahahahah! He makes me stop and see, really see the small things in life like the color of the sunset, the frosty breeze of the fast-approaching winter, the thickness of paper when I flip thorough magazine pages. He makes me want to see him frequently, which is super convenient because we’re engaged!!!!!!!!

It’s funny I still feel like a little girl at 28 I’m still hoping someone will give me a small nudge or  whisper some advice , but I’m so happy he’s my Zack  “As Sephiroth is thought dead, the only source of these cells is now Cloud, and Zack realizes that Genesis plans to kill Cloud. Zack decides to stop Genesis, and after defeating him, he and Cloud head to Midgar, where he hopes to be reunited with Aerith. However, Zack and Cloud are intercepted by Shinra infantry, and Zack is killed. In his dying breath, Zack gives the Buster Sword to Cloud, telling him to be his living legacy. As Cloud stumbles off towards Midgar, Zack is pulled into the sky by Angeal, and wonders if he has become a hero” but real life is better than the video game this time .... wink wink.

The proposal was full of lights, chocolate , dreams ,HOPE,  privacy and LOTS of love!! 

Thank you baby muah! 

Friday, August 12, 2016

ME not so long ago......

Me with Brown natural hair.... long locks.... and totally unaware of  "The Fireys"

Happy Friday♥

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

The Journals

I sometimes feel like a broken record, repeating the same idea the same concept inside my head. At times I feel like a child trapped in a body who is destined to be an adult "eventually". Is it normal to want to get lost in a forest and start a community the list of members include you and butterflies nature and a full moon every night beaming upon the beauty of earth and my lovers skin.  I fantasize a little too much of a land full of candles and happiness, soft pink smoke lingering, the taste and smell of coffee every morning.... Being a dreamer is draining its going against the dark wave, this world is a heavy dark wave  that drains my body and purges the last particles of glitter still trying to stick to my tongue. My imagination and dreams are the placebo I take everyday to numb my pain and move forward to silence my anxiety the feeling of drowning and the fear of never being free, the fear of never  completely silencing the negativity that spreads like oxygen. This placebo, is useless compared to  my weakness.
My weakness is soft, tender , relaxing. ..time stops and speeds up simultaneously, my weakness is my Lover...I'd call myself a fool for asking for more. 

Wednesday, July 20, 2016

My friend who glows

So its Tuesday and we're hanging out at Griffith Park, its an occasion of celebration, a lovely girl is getting married and her very good friends organized a memorable mega rad picnic!!!! One of them is extremely concerned about arriving on time to view the sunset, while the  other one is acutely outspoken and enabled us to go up the park when everyone else was being denied

The night itself was brilliant! well planned and extremely personal. On the menu...
Lin's delicious watermelon salad and pesto pasta genius!!!  the most sugar loaded drink concoction ever made lol! I seriously got a sugar rush that I couldn't shake off but I loved it!!!!!!

The music was soooo cool and the glow sticks had everyone wanting one, we got a lot of envious looks,  we even got a "oh you have great friends" comment.

This leads me to my next major point! Lin you are rad beyond belief! last night wasn't for me personally lol! but I needed a break from my hectic world thanks for everything you rock!!! you have such a great imagination and I love how you fuel my spark, you and the overload of sugar lol!

I love you!!♥♥

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Every minute from this minute now.....

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cos they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cos I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you

I really like this song and it made me think of freedom: and this little message had to be shared.......

How amazing it is to start feeling solid after years of fogginess.
How amazing it is to be sure we can go on no matter what, to know that we can handle whatever life will be made of in the future. 
How amazing it is to finally feel that we are, ourselves, really driving our own lives, rather than letting others doing it because of our fear of responsibility.
How amazing it is to feel we can now be accountable for our actions.
After years of fighting, freedom.