Infinite mystery

I can't even........ Seriously I've watched this video 122 times, this is not a lie I see it on my history.  Lord Of The Rings has been my life, I will be honest I read the books after "The fellowship of the ring" I couldn't believe something so majestic was written, existed even. I went on that journey with Frodo and Sam I'd like to believe this Story mirrors my life in different ways, i'd like to believe that I can be brave like most Tolkien characters. Middle earth in itself is beautiful we can see lush green settings tall white mountains and blue sky's. I went places I've never visited, I met a beautiful Princess called "Arwen Undomiel" {Fun fact did you know Peter Jackson wanted to cast Uma Thurman! and actress Helena Bonham Carter had her eye on the role, these ladies are great but I don't see an Arwen in the making} I was obsessed with her! a lot of fans will argue that Arwen is  different from the books and its tru

June 15 2019 exactly a month ago marks an incident that impacted my family especially my husband. His father suffered a brain aneurysm, and with that comes a wave of uncertainty, sadness, desperation, yea a state of despair to sum everything up. It is hard to see a loved one suffer and not be able to do anything, on the day that I stayed over night {at the hospital} next to my husband watching over my father-in-law I read books , inspirational quotes and one that hasn't left my mind is this one "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did but people will never forget how you made them feel" -Maya Angelou. I read my first Maya Angelou book in high school "I know why the cage birds sing" after that I was hooked and read all her autobiographies, this woman was fierce , oh sooooo fierce on so many levels. Regarding the quote above, it made me think about how I can do so much for my loved ones but if I don't make them