Infinite mystery

Another style icon that just keeps on captivating me with her twisted vintage grandmother like style! Oh and her new boy looks charming as well- Please enjoy this little mix of inspiration. (Awesome shades, awesome trench coat, slick Blazer and a rebel leather skirt ♥ Brilliant)

Am sorry I think am just a born pessimist, I was listening to "The smashing pumpkins" amazing song "Crush" and my friend said "what a wonderful Love song" I didn’t reply. The reason for that is simple Crush = Lust not love period, plus the lyrics reads like this, "You wrap your arms around me"- why is she wrapping her arms around him, if he’s the one apparently highly in love?. "Just Taste the drink that she servers” hummm so he feels a bit forced to accept the only think available?. "All that matters is love, Love, your love"- so it means the affection he feels towards her is lacking love, hence the phrase "your love" he understands fully that her love is true. "And I wonder if it matters to me, love comes in colors I can’t deny, all that shimmers is love, love, your love"- when a person stops and wonders if what they got themselves into isn’t important or doesn’t matter then clearly it isn’t love……. However!!

My thoughts this morning are hummm very dark; this picture of me explains to perfection how I feel inside. I bit scared and a bit off hahahaha!. Am feeling bombarded by rude people all the time! I don’t mean to sound like a pest but my words are nothing but the truth. Dodgy stares, harsh snatching of items from my hands, people making incorrect assumptions(measuring a book by its cover in other words) sarcastic comments. Geez who would want to walk the outside world when its full of unpleasant blokes?.. I know I wouldn’t but as everybody else I must.” Don’t do things to others that you yourself wouldn’t like to receive” that’s exactly my point! I smile and say good morning, maybe I shouldn’t apparently nobody answers- just say it back geez. If a waiter brings things to the table I always say thank you, but what do they say “Nothing”, please explain why the manners from the 50’s have vanished or are no longer relevant? It’s a pity really, but I must try to see every day a sunny one. By

Well if flying wasn’t scary I would do it, Yes its impossible to fly, are you sure about that? Every time we make a change in our lives we flying. Everybody is always saying oh I would love to fly, wouldn’t it be wonderful to fly? But if we could fly it would be a new experience and utterly scary (not that I have done it before, please don’t categorize me as a mad person) but am being honest, the unknown is always frightening and it will continue to be till we humans exist. This weekend particularly was one of those days, I was excited about all the changes that I must do, yet I wanted the day to end and feel the way I felt yesterday. I feel like welcoming The Beatles in my life again and singing the lovely song Yesterday, wouldn’t that be brilliant? So as am trying to express my thoughts in this post am thinking about all of you reading and hoping you grasp my message. And am also thinking about myself ( how selfish ) years from know when am reading my blog and I remember all the thin

OK so it’s a new year, and everybody is happy about the amazing future adventures they will all have. Am not a pessimist I’m happy a new year is knocking on my door, I’ve been wanting to change some aspects of my life for a very long time so this is the perfect time to do so. However inside I feel a bit of nostalgia thinking about the incredible times I had last year and how they will never return, this iffy little feeling has been my trusted companion for the past two days and am utterly ready to melt it off. – SO the only way I can do that is think of the exiting thing I can pursue and accomplish this year like; *Work on personal Goals this year! :D *Read MORE!! Books!! Seriously our minds expand and dream freely. *Discover Random music!, for example last Night me and my BF Lisa went out, we had our little girls night out, some coffee and a nice chat, and I realize she has some amazing music while driving in her car. It was a mix of Patsy cline and charming instruments the Play-li

These cloudy cold days bring meditation and reflection to my heart. I catch myself thinking about bizarre things like Leonardo DiCaprio , I’ll admit I had a huge crush on him ( ok ok I still do) but I think the fact that the first films I poked into, had something to do with romance and love. Which explains why a dreamer like me would admire an actor like him, the way he gets lost in his lovers eyes the way his inner sadness drips from his eyes, and the way I feel after his films is priceless. I end-up in love-Nederland or in a very depressing stage that not even the strongest depression pill can help. When his gasping for air because his heart is just to big and to much in pain to settle down is disturbingly amazing from my point of view, I don’t have a twisted mind I just really really admire human behavior. And Leo pulls it off amazingly don’t you think? Please Enjoy this awesome! Photos Of Mr., Handsome Leo… Are you obsessed yet? Don’t you just love that last Picture? "Her